This is my first time blogging. Please be gentle....

Wow, I'm acctually starting a  xanga account. How pathetic. I usally don't go for the whole "woe is me" melodramatic teen angst stuff, but I figured this might be a good place to express my thought and ideas. Usally writing something down helps you understand the situation better. Plus I can look back at past blogs days later when I'm no longer pissed off or depressed and hopefully be able to put the pieces together. What's the old saying? "You can't see options and altenatives when you're too close to the project. You need a fresh eye."

Anywho, I don't actually expect anyone to read this. After all, why would anyone stumble onto my page out of hundreds of thousands of other blogs. No, this is for my benifit. And if anyone does decide to read, they're more than welcome to come along for the ride, however boring it my be.